他的手掌溫溫的，溫暖無b，久了就會讓人萌生出一種貪戀。                                                                                                             房間門口傳來“砰”的一聲，證明李澈已經出門了。                                                                                                             我從床上爬出來，頂著一頭**窩往著衛生間里面殺進去，刷牙洗臉。                                                                                                             有時候李澈這男人還是挺賢惠的，這一次煮的不是粥，而是三明治和牛n，當然三明治里面的料很簡單，荷包蛋加了幾片h瓜，還有se拉醬，吃上去口感b較清淡。                                                                                                             我還是更ai粥和咸菜一點，不過看在做飯的人不是自己的份上，也不能太過于挑剔。                                                                                                             吃過了早飯，我把廚房和房間都收拾了一下，然后拿了收拾好的行李箱。我在這的東西一向不多，擺在這的不過是兩三身換洗的衣服，原本我就沒有打算在這里長住的打算，仔細算算，其實我在這住了也不到一個星期，卻覺得這一段時間像是過了幾年那么久。                                                                                                             我其實是提前了幾天回去的，雖然是我堂弟結婚，但是基本上那些個事情也不需要我幫忙，家里面的親戚最遠的也只是說會在婚禮的前一天到。                                                                                                             到家的時候在中午，去了家里面把東西放下之后我走了半小時的路到了爸媽的店里面，正好趕上店里清閑爸媽吃午飯的時間黨。                                                                                                             “怎么的也不提前打一聲電話過來，瞧瞧，都沒給你準備什么好菜！”                                                                                                             老爸一邊念叨著一邊起身想要給我去盛飯。                                                                                                             “我自己來，您吃著！”                                                                                                             我蹦跳著自己行動，反正這店里面有哪一塊地方是我不熟悉的，而且當nv兒的哪有讓自己老爸動手的，多折煞人啊。                                                                                                             “瞧你那樣，哪像是一個27歲的人??！多大了還蹦蹦跳跳的？”老娘回首看我在那邊盛飯，忍不住吐槽了兩句。                                                                                                             “不像27歲多好啊，至少給人感覺我還年輕著呢！”我快速地把飯給盛了，還沒等到坐回餐桌就已經開始扒飯吃了，家里面的飯都感覺特別好吃。                                                                                                             “你就不著急吧，你弟都b你先結婚，你還悠著，還記得b你弟大一歲的江濱吧，他再過兩個月也結婚了，新娘都已經好幾個月的肚子了……”                                                                                                             老娘自打進入更年期之后，那絮叨的功力又見上漲了一點，尤其這幾年，絮叨的更加厲害了，而且是見縫就鉆，敵退我進，敵逃我打貫徹的很徹底。                                                                                                             “媽……”我求饒，“難道你就指望著我被人ga0大肚子然后挺著一個肚子結婚么？”                                                                                                             雖然我不是特別保守份子，但是結婚也是人生大事，挺著一顆球那感覺得多郁悶啊。                                                                                                             老娘從鼻子里面重重地哼出一聲：“我還寧可你大著肚子給我去結婚也b現在都找不到對象來的好?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            從老娘此刻t現出來的恨嫁心切，很明顯啊很明顯。                                                                                                             我朝老爸看了一眼，他的眼中也滿是無奈之se，我低下了腦袋乖乖地吃自己的飯再也不敢吭聲，就怕一個不小心再招惹來老娘的數落，但是老娘的數落已經算是輕的了，我幾乎可以想象得到在我弟的婚禮上等待著我的肯定是b老娘的數落還要嚴苛的時代。                                                                                                             下午的時候基本上是店里面很清閑，所以老娘也就能更加清閑地磕著瓜子然后開始接著絮叨。                                                                                                             我不敢反抗，所以只能坐在一角聽著，也不敢反駁。這種話題很老生常談，基本上只要回去了我就能從自己老娘口中聽到。                                                                                                             所以到后來的時候，我已經能夠完全地左耳進右耳出了，等到老娘自己念叨夠了之后就會停下來的。                                                                                                             我從茶壺里面倒了一杯水遞給老娘，討好無b。                                                                                                             “媽，你先喝點水！”                                                                                                             “別賣乖了！”老娘拿過水杯也不忘白我一眼，“我要的是nv婿茶?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            我吐舌。                                                                                                             “明年，反正三十歲之前一定讓你喝到，這總行了吧？”我無奈至極，這種事情就算是急也沒有用的啊。                                                                                                             我伸爪抱著老娘的肩膀，早幾年沒有這么撒嬌了，現在這么大的年紀做這種事情還真的是有點不大自然。                                                                                                             自然地，老娘也受不了，抖了兩抖。                                                                                                             “有事說事，別老膩上來！”老娘拍了拍我抱著她的手。                                                                                                             “媽，你說我回來怎么樣？在這找一個工作，你說怎么樣？”我問。                                                                                                             “那挺好的，早讓你別一直留在杭州了，你早就應該回來了。重新找個工作，也好找對象，差不多一點就可以結婚了?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            老娘點頭，然后反抱著我的手臂。                                                                                                             “那可是你說的啊，老媽，我告訴你說，我辭職了?！蔽椅χ?，吐實。                                                                                                             “……”老娘瞪我一眼，“你早就已經打算好了？”                                                                                                             也不算打算好吧，只是剛剛開始打算而已，節目都已經停擺了，停了這么一段時間之后我覺得也挺沒有意思的，g脆就直接給了辭職信不g算了。                                                                                                             44                                                                                                             44、第四十三章 ...                                                                                                             丟出辭職信的時候其實也不是沒有猶豫過的，畢竟在同一個崗位上做的久了總是會有感情在的，一點也不留戀也不是不可能的。                                                                                                             但是節目一直停擺的話，我也找不到那種想要工作下去的感覺。在辭職的時候節目總監還是有點意外的，甚至還挽留了許久，我是不清楚我的節目到底是受歡迎還是不受歡迎有沒有給電臺帶來多少的利潤，畢竟這么多年相處下來，還是有點感情基礎的，當然的也指的也不是男nv之間的情感而是主顧之間的。                                                                                                             在總監挽留的時候我也曾想要反悔，辭職不就和逛街差不多那么一回事，等到興致來的時候，很有沖勁，但是等到勁頭一過之后，又會開始猶豫不決。                                                                                                             我也一樣，猶豫了一會之后我還是堅定地交出了辭職信，姐累了，不玩了。                                                                                                             現在想想覺得自己是不是太過于沖動了點，這個年紀放棄一份那么清閑而又工資不錯的工作，要知道現在外頭的世道，只有找不到工作的人沒有放棄工作的人，而且又不是快過年了，犯不著lu0辭。                                                                                                             后悔了，但是人生總有幾件會讓人后悔的事情才算是圓滿。                                                                                                             老娘最后也沒有說什么，只留下一句“隨你，只要你高興就好”的話，在她的觀念里面，我已經是這么大的人了應該清楚自己到底在做些什么。                                                                                                             可我真的清楚自己在做些什么嗎？                                                                                                             下午的時候店里頭沒有多少人，幫不上什么忙，所以爸媽也就讓我回家休息去了，原本還以為自己會睡不著，但是沒有想到卻會睡的很香甜，一睡就直接到了晚上，還是被電話吵醒的。                                                                                                             我伸手m向枕頭，從底下m出自己不停在響的手機，這個習慣其實并不大好，之前還被李澈說過早晚有一天我會被輻s到畸形。                                                                                                             看了一眼屏幕上顯示的來電顯示，我覺得還真是有夠巧合，他電話過來我也正好想起他這個人。                                                                                                             窗戶外頭一片夜se，沒有想到我這一覺睡的時間還真的夠長的，看了一眼手機上顯示的時間，按下通話鍵。                                                                                                             “有事？”                                                                                                             我問，這個時間點他應該在吃晚飯吧，怎么得是覺得屋子里面沒有人給他做飯了，沒有人可以隨意使喚了覺得寂寞了？                                                                                                             “到家了？”                                                                                                             李澈的聲音透過電話的時候聽起來有點大提琴的醇厚，李澈的聲音很好聽，雖然不算是特別的低沉x感，但是卻有一種別樣的磁x。                                                                                                             “恩，還剛睡醒……”我應聲，睡到全身骨頭都和su了似的，特別的舒坦，“準備去吃晚飯?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            “日子過的挺不錯的?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            李澈輕笑，從電話之中我能夠聽見汽車鳴笛的聲音，證明現在的他還沒有到家。                                                                                                             “唔，找我有事？”我問，和他哈拉了那么久，他還沒有說到底是為了什么事情打電話過來的。                                                                                                             “恩，”李澈輕y了一聲，“我想你了……”                                                                                                             李澈的尾音拉得長長的，帶了點呢喃的語調，像是情人之間的情話，讓習慣了他一貫毒舌的我還真的是有點不大適應，聽的耳朵有點發燙。                                                                                                             他要是在這樣下去，我還真的是有點招架不住了。                                                                                                             “你……我……”                                                                                                             我支吾著，找不到話來說。                                                                                                             “凌墨，還記得那個時候你為了一個冰欺凌而哭個不停的那家肯德基么？”李澈對于我的支吾很滿意，聲音里頭的笑意更加濃郁了一點。                                                                                                             聽到李澈這句問話的時候，我超級很想捂臉的，這都多少年前的尷尬事情了，他怎么還記得那么清楚，而且這男人居然還扒舊他居然還扒舊！                                                                                                             嗷嗷嗷的，太讓人傷心了。                                                                                                             “我不記得了?！蔽夜Ｖ弊娱_始裝傻，“好像沒有這種事情，我完全沒有印象?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            那么丟臉的事情現在回憶起來我都替當時的自己覺得丟臉。                                                                                                             “好吧，”李澈也不堅持，不戳破我的謊言，“你現在來肯德基門口吧?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            “恩？”                                                                                                             我表示不解，我正打算梳洗一下之后去店里面蹭爸媽的晚飯，也不知道現在去還能不能蹭上那一頓，一會之后我才反應過來，“你該不會來我們鎮上了吧？”                                                                                                             電話那頭的李澈再度輕笑了兩聲，用笑聲肯定了我的猜測。                                                                                                             我囧了一下。                                                                                                             “你在那等我?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            我嘆了一口氣，然后掛上電話，也懶得去換下自己身上這一身睡的很有三宅一生立t感的衣服，套上鞋子拿了自家房門鑰匙就出了門。                                                                                                             等到我到肯德基那邊的時候已經是十分鐘之后了，鎮上的人生活不像城市里面一樣快，等到晚上的時候，除了商業街那邊b較熱鬧，其他的地方還是b較清靜的。                                                                                                             不過在鎮上開發了旅游之后，晚上也b往常以前稍微熱鬧了一點，觀光客還是挺喜歡夜游小鎮，幾個人租一條小木船，還能沿著鎮上小鎮溜達一圈。                                                                                                             我也沒有花多少力氣去尋找李澈，他的車子就停在肯德基附近，鎮上很少停車格，基本上哪里能停車就能直接停了，反正也不會有人來開單子。                                                                                                             李澈很是清閑地坐在車子里頭等著我的到來，和他一邊聽著音樂一邊等著我的愜意相b，和在這深秋的夜晚還出了一身汗的我顯得狼狽極了。                                                                                                             甚至，他的手上還拿了一個冰淇凌。                                                                                                             哦，這實在太刺激人了，為毛我就得一路用小跑著過來，他卻是在這邊吃冰淇凌，這待遇真差別！                                                                                                             “來，先擦擦汗?！崩畛阂娢疑宪?，從擺放在車上的紙巾盒里面ch0u了紙巾遞給我，語調溫和。                                                                                                             我接過紙巾，擦著額頭上的汗水，突然想起某天夜里面這個男人說的，我還真的是逃得了和尚逃不了廟，當年被他尾隨回家的確是一件很失策的事情。                                                                                                             真悲哀！                                                                                                             “吃么？”                                                                                                             李澈把手上的冰淇淋遞給我，肯德基的冰淇淋這么多年下來也沒有什么創意，依舊是那老模樣，只是這一次我沒有淚眼婆娑到看不清楚眼前的東西。                                                                                                             “還沒吃過的，你不是喜歡冰淇淋的么?！崩畛貉a上了一句。                                                                                                             我訥訥地從李澈手中接過冰淇淋，他買的似乎有點早，上面的n油有點化了，一口下去的時候，略有水分。                                                                                                             “你來g嘛？”                                                                                                             我咬著手上的冰淇淋，問這個不速之客。                                                                                                             “想來放個假，你們鎮上不是也ga0了什么旅游項目么，所以來玩玩?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            李澈神se如常，只是眉宇之中多了一點疲憊。                                                                                                             玩你妹呀，有那么多玩的地方你哪里不去玩非得來這里，我在心底哀號一聲，而且早不放假晚不放假的，非選在這個時間段放假。                                                                                                             “想住哪？需要我給你推薦點地方么？”                                                                                                             我問，雖然我常年不在家，但是對于鎮上的娛樂措施還有住宿一類的地點還是清楚無b的，有幾家還b較不錯，應該能符合這個男人的標準。                                                                                                             “林淼淼說，你家有一個長年空著的房間，而且你對于朋友不都一向包吃包住包玩耍的么，怎么，這一次想例外？” “……”                                                                                                             我無言以對，林淼淼那家伙居然向李澈投誠，把我家的訊息提供的那么一清二楚，連長年空著的房間都招供了，忒不厚道了。                                                                                                             要是他真住進來，會家庭zb1an的=口=                                                                                                             正想著要怎么回答李澈的話，攥在手中的手機又響了起來，上面顯示的電話號碼是爸媽店里面的。                                                                                                             我接起，順帶做手勢讓李澈別開口講話。                                                                                                             電話是老爸打過來的，無非就是問我醒了沒有，晚上這飯留不留。                                                                                                             我應了幾聲，讓老爸多準備了兩道菜，理由有客來訪。                                                                                                             掛上電話之后我抬眼看向李澈，“要不要到我家吃飯？”                                                                                                             從杭州到我家要一個多小時的車程，看李澈那疲憊的樣子也不像是吃過晚飯的，我伸手指點路程，讓李澈往著我家小飯館方向開。                                                                                                             “阿墨，我們這樣算不算是見家長？”                                                                                                             李澈一邊開車，一邊偏頭問我。                                                                                                             ……                                                                                                             我沉默，我不想說話，我只是好心請這個男人吃頓晚飯而已，g本沒有特別的意思，絕對不是他所說的那樣。                                                                                                             “阿墨，我這豆芽可真不容易，那么多年，總算是見了光?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            李澈聲音帶了點調侃。                                                                                                             豆芽個妹啊，我還海帶呢！                                                                                                             我自動屏蔽他所說的話，然后在轉彎角的時候示意他轉彎。                                                                                                             從肯德基到我家小飯館并不算特別遠，不過是兩條街的路而已，開車就更加快了，不消兩分鐘。                                                                                                             車子在飯館面前停下來的時候，我看到老媽正站在飯館面前翹首以待。                                                                                                             尤其是在瞧見李澈從車上下來的時候，老媽眼睛一亮，我可以瞧見老娘的八卦之魂正在熊熊燃燒。                                                                                                             作者有話要說：好友的文