車子很快地在我眼中消失，之前還覺得它的車速不快，但是現在卻快的讓人詫異，不知道是不是心理因素，總覺得這車的車速一下子加快了點。                                                                                                             一輛計程車在我身邊停了下來，綠se的顯示牌顯示著“空車”兩個字。                                                                                                             我上了車，覺得自己的指尖還在顫栗著，心臟跳的很快很快，像是要破膛而出一樣，酒氣好像一下子起來了，疼的厲害。                                                                                                             我不知道那人到底是不是靳騏，也不確定，我看到的只是一個側面，一個很像靳騏的側面。                                                                                                             我不敢想象，只是一個側面而已就讓我有這種反應，要是靳騏真的出現在我面前，那該會是怎么樣的一種場景。                                                                                                             也許會當場昏過去？我猜，不過這種問題的答案基本上都要等到真的遇上了之后才會有可能得到解答的。                                                                                                             我已經很久沒有做夢了，自從靳騏離開之后，我就很少做夢了，偶爾夢到帥哥，還是二維的。等到工作了之后，每天晚上回到公寓都基本上是累了個半si，倒在床上就睡，還能有什么夢可做的。                                                                                                             但是這一天晚上，我破天荒地做了夢，夢見的也不是二維的帥哥，而是真實的帥哥，那個帥哥我還很熟，熟到了骨子里面。                                                                                                             我夢見了靳騏。                                                                                                             夢里面的他還是我們那個相遇的時候那么的年輕，沒有多大的改變。他就站在學校的櫻花樹下。                                                                                                             夢里面的季節應該是四月，櫻花隨風飛舞，落地成雪，他就靜靜地站著，不說話，臉上帶著似笑非笑的笑容。                                                                                                             我站在z大人工河的另外一端，隔著河看著他，他的模樣是那么的鮮明，那畫面像是油畫一樣美麗的而又絢爛。                                                                                                             “靳騏……”                                                                                                             我高聲喊著，然后一個勁地往著前走著，想要走過那一條橋走到他的身邊，但是周圍到處都是人，那不過二三十米的一條橋怎么也走不完。                                                                                                             我永遠都和他隔了那么一段距離，看著很近，實際卻很遠，他是我到不了的終點，不管我再急再懊惱，我都到達不了。                                                                                                             我哭，我鬧。                                                                                                             靳騏依舊站在原地，遠遠地看著我，他的臉上依舊掛著笑，像是在看著我，又像是g本沒有看到我，然后一個消失不見。                                                                                                             最后，夢也醒了。                                                                                                             窗外yan光大好，yan光從沒有拉好的窗簾里頭透進來，直接地照在臉上，灼的慌。                                                                                                             我起身去拉上了窗簾，重新貼回到枕頭上的時候我才發現那上面不知道什么時候sh了一大片，也不知道是口水還是什么。                                                                                                             在過兩個月就是冬天了，還是找一個男人吧，我想，至少多一個人給暖暖床聽上去也是一件很不錯的事情，至少可以不用依賴電熱毯了。                                                                                                             在床上滾了一陣，發現自己已經沒有了半點睡意，我爬了起來，刷牙洗臉，然后滾去電臺工作。                                                                                                             以前小時候沒有接觸過電臺的時候，我一直都以為電臺所有的節目都是直播的，等到真的在電臺工作的時候，我才徹底地明白，除了一些互動的，還有交通一類的，很多節目都是錄播的。                                                                                                             所以除了晚上直播的一檔節目，我還需要錄播其他的一些節目，偶爾別的時間檔直播主持人告假的時候還要被抓過去湊數。                                                                                                             到中午吃飯的時候，我已經把需要錄播的節目解決掉了，然后可以找地方晃蕩一個下午或者是回住處睡一覺等傍晚的時候再出現在電臺。                                                                                                             從電臺出來的時候，我已經餓到饑腸轆轆，只差沒有滿地打滾了。                                                                                                             電臺門口停著那一輛蘭博基尼。                                                                                                             看著那熟悉的車型，我意外不已，怎么說我也是在電臺工作了那么多年，還真從來都沒有發現過我們電臺有這么奢侈的主。                                                                                                             雖然說低調的白se，但是還依舊奢華的引來的不少人的矚目，我瞅著那車，總覺得有種特別熟悉的感覺，甚至不由自主地和昨天晚上見到的那一輛做聯想。                                                                                                             手機鈴聲在包里面歡樂地鬧騰著，這個時間點會找我的絕對不是林淼淼那家伙，她還要伺候她那一班的小祖宗們吃飯，只有等到他們午睡了之后才有機會和我嘮嗑。                                                                                                             我從包里面把手機m出來，看了一眼那來電顯示，覺得還真有點意外。                                                                                                             按下通話鍵，我歡樂無b地和對方打招呼。                                                                                                             “怎么著，今天終于有空來聯系我了？打算請我吃飯呢？”我問。                                                                                                             很顯然的，電話那頭的人不懂得理解我的幽默式作風，當然我也從來不指望李澈會像我一樣嘻嘻哈哈地回答我的提問。                                                                                                             他只是冷漠地丟出一個地址，然后二話不說地掛上電話，完全一副來不來隨便你的樣子，多一個字都覺得有點吝嗇的味道。                                                                                                             我皺了皺眉頭，這家伙說話還是這么的冷冰冰沒有一點人情味，也難怪一直找不到nv人，和我一樣單身。                                                                                                             我還可以歸咎于情傷，這個家伙，也不知道真的是作風優良還是對nv人沒有興趣，也難怪會被八卦雜志懷疑x取向有問題。                                                                                                             這么冷漠而又難相處的x子，那個nv人或是男人能承受得了呢！                                                                                                             按理說我應該拿出點大小姐風范不管不顧，可腦海里面總覺得我應該過去一趟。                                                                                                             作者有話要說：唔，自首，三天假期玩去鳥……                                                                                                             我錯了，打人表打臉，我靠臉吃飯的撒……                                                                                                             正文 第二十四章                                                                                                             李澈約的地點是在他公司附近的廣場的美食廣場，一樓是星巴克還有從日本來的拉面店，現在午飯時間段，星巴克還有拉面店里面到處都是人。                                                                                                             李澈約在四樓上的港式茶餐廳。                                                                                                             在我進去的時候，李澈已經在餐廳里頭了。他選的位子挺好，靠窗口，從窗口看出去還能夠瞧見下面來來往往的車輛。                                                                                                             “喲，這么好請我吃飯？”我在李澈對面的位子上坐了下來，順手翻著桌上的菜單。                                                                                                             “誰說我請客的，aa制?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            李澈拿過桌上的飲料給我面前的杯子倒了一杯，語氣冷淡的要命。                                                                                                             “哇，還是不是男人啊，你日進斗金還要和我一個nv人計較這么點小錢？”                                                                                                             我瞪了一眼李澈，這男人實在是太缺德了啊，居然還aa！我不管李澈，自顧自地翻著手上的菜單，算了，要真aa，一頓兩頓咱還自己買的起單。                                                                                                             “你打電話找我的呢，還要aa?！彪m然心里不大介意aa，但是嘴巴上的抱怨還是少不了的。                                                                                                             “我是不是男人，你很想t驗一下？”                                                                                                             李澈那略顯清冷的視線掃過我，然后低下了頭，打開了自己面前的菜單，若無其事地看著單子。                                                                                                             這男人！                                                                                                             真沒有想到，年紀越大，沒有想到他越來越往語不驚人si不休的方向前進了，每次見到他用那一張板磚一樣的臉孔在那邊說著這種讓人震驚的話語，我都有一種想要伸出手扯扯他的面皮看看是不是真的是本人的感覺。                                                                                                             “得，我沒興趣?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            我搖頭，對于李澈，我可沒有那種想法，鉆石王老五，jiejie我可沒有能耐嫁入那豪門深閨，這種機會還是留給其他的姑娘進行自相殘殺吧，讓她們去nv人為難nv人就好。                                                                                                             點了單，又近等了半小時之后，我和李澈的菜才上了桌。                                                                                                             我們兩個人都選擇了海鮮飯，又點了一份龍井蝦仁，瑤柱西蘭花，還有一份金針菇牛r卷，還有一份蜂蜜厚士多當點心。                                                                                                             “你還不嫌你r多？”                                                                                                             李澈看著冰欺凌在蜂蜜厚士多上慢慢融化，看著我慢慢悠悠地問著。                                                                                                             “不嫌，r點看著舒服，”                                                                                                             我搖頭，舉著手上的叉子用力地一c到底，盡g沒入，然后無b爽氣地把叉子拔了出來，看著那沾著融了的冰欺凌的面包。                                                                                                             “也是，r點抱著也舒服，太瘦硌的慌?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            李澈點了點頭，伸手握著我的手，直接把我叉子上厚士多給吃掉了，然后像是沒事人一樣接著吃著他的海鮮飯還有菜。                                                                                                             我看了看手上的叉子，都已經進過李澈的嘴了，他還讓我怎么吃啊，而且剛剛那話，還那動作，聽上去看上去怎么就那么別扭。                                                                                                             “你今天找我來，難不成有什么好事要關照我？”                                                                                                             我把叉子丟一邊，g脆拿了筷子在那邊當筷子用，一邊吃著熱乎之中帶了點冰欺凌冰涼甜膩口感的蜂蜜厚士多，一邊問出了口。                                                                                                             “我平常對你關照不多？”李澈微微挑了挑眉頭，看著我問著。                                                                                                             聽這問題，感覺像是我有多不感恩戴德一樣，好吧，李澈某些方面對我的確是挺關照的，我不說，那是因為我都記在心底。                                                                                                             “那你是打算尋求報酬了？”                                                                                                             我放下了手上的叉子，看著他問，順帶地思索著自己銀行卡里面還有多少存款，幾張卡加起來算算，這么多年下來我的存款居然還沒有十萬塊，擱在這個城市里面，連個衛生間都買不起……                                                                                                             我這一生還真的算是廢了。                                                                                                             李澈也沒有急著回答我的問話，只是靜默地吃著自己的餐盤里面海鮮飯，偶爾夾兩口菜，甚至連一向我最ai的蜂蜜厚士多也被他獨占去了一大半。                                                                                                             因為左右都得不到他的回答，我反倒覺得有點忐忑，一頓飯吃的很不安心，食yu都b往常的時候少了一大半，食不知味地吃完一頓午飯，我在思索著要不要打包一個海鮮飯帶走算了，但是一想到李澈不知道會要求有什么樣的報酬，我覺得還是悠著點，畢竟這種地方也不大可能會允許人賒賬吧！                                                                                                             李澈大爺終于吃飽了，背靠椅背，還很悠哉地捧著手上的杯子喝著玄米茶，一雙沒有多少感情的眸子掃了掃，掃的我渾身寒毛起立，那眼神感情是打算把我稱斤論兩給賣了吧！                                                                                                             “我是個商人?！崩畛旱亻_口。                                                                                                             我點頭附和，的確是商人，而且還是一j商，難怪能夠在這么幾年之中就把自己的小公司ga0的有聲有se，還成了媒t記者們夸耀的“時代新貴”，這不j，能成么！                                                                                                             “所以我一向不大做賠本的買賣?！崩畛河盅a上了一句。                                                                                                             我心下一驚，猛地吞了一口口水，看來這重頭戲立馬就要到來了。                                                                                                             “凌墨，你覺得我對你怎么樣？”                                                                                                             李澈坐正了身t，把手上的茶杯往著桌子上一擺，單身拖著腮看著我。                                                                                                             “還不錯吧！”                                                                                                             我支吾了一聲，反正也沒b誰更壞，如果他能夠不毒舌的話，我想分數會再打高一點，可惜，人無完人。人雖然要留點名聲去給別人去探聽，可同樣的也要留點缺點給別人看，太完美的人生就有點假了啊。                                                                                                             “那你對我怎么樣？”李澈又問著。                                                                                                             “你指態度？還是指待遇？”我不恥下問，這個范圍有點廣，一下子不大好區分。                                                                                                             “你覺得你能把這兩點給區分開來？”李澈譏笑，眼神□lu0的蔑視。                                                                                                             “……還湊合吧，反正我也沒對你做出什么出格的事情來過?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            我說，這一點很重要，雖然我有時候還是挺不爽李澈的，尤其是在他毒舌無b的時候，我還真很想在他的臉上踩上兩腳，可也從來沒有把這個想法付諸實踐過了，也還算客氣了。                                                                                                             “你還想對我做出怎么樣出格的事情來？”                                                                                                             李澈皺了皺眉頭，對我那回答不甚滿意，從那微微有些緊繃的聲音里面我都能夠聽出來他都有點緊張了。                                                                                                             “沒啥沒啥……”我急忙擺手，那種想法當然是不能說給他聽的，要是知道了，我肯定沒啥好果子吃。                                                                                                             “凌墨，你覺得應該給我什么樣的報酬？”                                                                                                             李澈問，把這個皮球重新踢到了我的面前，讓我自己決定。                                                                                                             “要不，這頓我請？”我很狗腿地建議著。                                                                                                             在我說出這句話之后，李澈看我的眼神，就像是在看一個白癡一樣，忽然地嘴角上又揚起了一抹笑，那笑容看的我渾身有點發冷。                                                                                                             李澈轉著手上的杯子，很漫不經心的，又像是刻意地做著這個動作。                                                                                                             “我覺得，你r償吧！”李澈開口，就像是他轉著杯子的動作一樣隨意，“反正你現在沒男人，我沒nv人，湊一起為中國結婚率添磚加瓦算了?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            _|||                                                                                                             姐我瞬間被震撼了，這男人剛剛說了啥西？這實在是太雷人了吧。什么叫做“你現在沒男人，我沒nv人，湊一起為中國結婚率添磚加瓦算了”這種話像是會從李澈的嘴里面冒出來么？！                                                                                                             這算是破罐子破摔還是求婚？                                                                                                             這個世界癲狂了！                                                                                                             隨后，我做了今天最想做的事情，站起了身，伸手去捏了李澈的臉一把。