唐砂心態都快崩了呀。

    但是，也好在自己當初種土豆的時候沒有把它們全部下土，留了一大半?？山馊济贾?。

    土豆的事情，唐砂暫時還沒有告訴任何人?，F在這情況是更不能告訴別了。

    所以唐砂在這天夜里的時候，偷偷令人去地窖里去拖了土豆出來。

    最后讓人送了過去。

    唐砂知道，就算自己不告訴葉懸淵這邊發生的事情。他看到這些土豆的時候也會知道這邊的糧倉出了變故。

    等一切都弄好以后，天已經亮了。

    為了保障這些土豆的安全，唐砂讓人二十四小時輪班守在地窖口。

    唐砂回到墨府的時候臉色很不好，整個人都顯得疲憊，腳步有些沉重。

    “公子，出什么事了嗎？”楚君唯見此，有些心疼。

    唐砂只是抬眼看了楚君唯一眼，什么都沒說。

    可是就是因為這一眼，讓楚君唯如墜地獄。

    她想追上唐砂的背影，她想解釋，她想說什么?？墒撬齾s一句話都說不出口。

    唐砂都沒有洗漱，直接回了房間，關上門，上床睡覺。

    這一覺，睡到了未時。

    楚君唯一直在門外等著，直到看到唐砂房間門打開。她立馬走了上去：“公子，我給你準備了衣裳，要不要去先沐個??？”

    唐砂低了低頭，不知道在想什么。

    “唯唯，是不是你干的，別說謊?！碧粕爸苯訂柍隽诉@句話。

    其實她第一時間就想到了楚君唯。所有的作案條件她都有。

    而且她也唯一一個能從她身邊悄無聲息取走鑰匙的人。

    楚君唯想說，不是我?？墒枪幼屗灰鲋e。

    “公子，是你教我，要承擔起自己身上的責任。及時有些事情不想去做，但是也必須去做?！背曇粲行┻煅?。

    若是以前，唐砂肯定是心疼的摸摸她的頭?？墒乾F在，唐砂只覺得自己，自作自受。

    “你走吧，以后，我們就是敵人?！碧粕爸?，如果楚君唯是真的要徹底置他們于死地，就根本不會讓任何人發現她的行動。

    那個響動，那個故意沒有鎖的門，都是她刻意留出來的。

    但這又怎么樣呢？事情上本質并沒有得到什么改變。

    楚君唯說的沒有錯，每個人身上都有著自己的責任。楚君唯也有，她是狄越人，她擔負著的事狄越的榮耀。

    唐砂的這句話，是她從來沒有說過的話，也是她此生說得最絕情的話。

    “唐砂，我能不能，不走?！背◣е耷?，心抽著疼，她從來沒想過，當唐砂誰出這句話的時候她的心會那么疼。

    像是被整個世界拋棄了。自己世界最后一抹光，都這樣逃離了。

    是她自己自作自受，她明明就知道。只要完成了摩蘭的任務。她和唐砂就將不可愈合。

    可是她依然抱著一種僥幸的心理。想著，萬一唐砂不會發現是自己干的。萬一，她選擇了原諒自己。

    “不能吧，你若不走，我會讓癸丑請你走?！碧粕翱嘈χ鴵u頭。

    “我……”

    “癸丑，送客?！?/br>
    話音一落，楚君唯只感覺一股巨大的壓力籠罩下來，差點讓她站不穩身子。

    唐砂毫不留戀的轉身進了門，又關上。

    “走吧?！?/br>
    癸丑大概也能猜出來這件事情的前因后果。所以也沒有對楚君唯過于心狠手辣。

    楚君唯知道，自己和唐砂，再也回不到從前了。

    問自己后悔嗎？其實不后悔不是嗎？自己本來就是一個人絕情之人，以前是，現在是，以后更是。

    唐砂，只是……意外罷了。

    她親手拔掉自己的軟肋，從此以后，將無堅不催。

    楚君唯最后看了眼唐砂緊掩的門扉，轉身離去。

    這一刻的唐砂覺得自己真的很失敗，又很無奈。

    自己以為，自己可以不在乎任何的利益。自己以為自己可以隨心所欲，不在乎任何不想在乎的東西。

    可是慢慢的，自己從一個人融入到了世界。開始和世界上的人產生聯系。

    人只要生活在這個世界上，說是孤獨的誰是一個人。其實沒有誰是一個人，也沒有人能夠自始至終，只做一個人。

    這幾天，她很開心。

    之后，癸丑發現唐砂沉默了一些。跟在她身邊的時候，也會顯得不像以前那樣輕松。

    這天，葉懸淵給唐砂來了一封信。

    唐砂看這封信足足看了半個時辰。

    之后忽然像是想開了，又變得和以前一樣。癸丑不禁好奇，那封信上到底寫了些什么。

    像他這么高傲人設的人，怎么會去求別人把信拿個自己看呢？

    唐砂時不時都把葉懸淵這些年寄給她的信拿出開看。

    她心疼開始的時候自己居然還燒了幾封。

    葉懸淵在信里告訴她，士兵們對新來的糧食很滿意。

    他告訴她，無論有多少人在她身邊走走停停。他愿意一直走在她身旁。

    他告訴她，無論遇到多么令人難過的事情，只要笑一笑，就會忘記。

    他還告訴了她很多很多。唐砂身為一個常年和別人講雞湯的人，何嘗看不出來這些就是雞湯。還特毒的那種。

    可是因為是葉懸淵寫的，隨以她喝得甘之如飴。

    葉懸淵是害怕她太過自責，所以寫信來安慰她。葉懸淵可能也知道這件事可能和楚君唯有關，所以才想告訴她，世界上自始至終，都還有一個人會陪著她到最后。

    唐砂在笑了之后，忽然覺得葉懸淵說得其實有點道理。自己居然什么時候也變得這么矯情了。

    過去的事情都把它埋在心底，不是說要忘記，而是讓它不會遮擋住自己生命的光。

    ……

    楚君唯的行動算是成功了一半，可是令摩蘭和黃夾鐘沒想到的事，居然他們還有著源源不斷的糧食供應。

    當然他們自己這邊，也因為西戎的支援渡過了困境。

    黃夾鐘不相信事葉懸淵有這么大本事，一邊顧忌這邊的戰爭，一邊還要去處理糧草的問題。

    又是那個唐砂嗎？

    可是他沒有想到的是，葉懸淵從一年多前就開始在準備了。

    “那個唐砂真的是不能留?！秉S夾鐘眼里閃過一抹兇光。

    上次因為自己糧草的那個問題，自己暗中干掉了不少自己的人。

    剩下的人都是他完全信任的。

    摩蘭也是在思考。

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