可是駱雙，已經沒有力氣去看了。身上那力量的反噬越來越強，她已經沒了一絲的氣力，眼際也開始模糊起來。越來越暗，眼皮一寸一寸下放。                                                                                                             遠處魔氣翻涌，赤海和緋yan踏劍直向這方飛疾而來，顯然是已經察覺到他們。                                                                                                             “拿下！”赤海大聲命令著。                                                                                                             駱雙心中一急，她想催促著聽風趕緊離開的，但她卻阻止不了，身上那越來越深的痛楚，還有那似要把她壓倒的眩暈感。                                                                                                             “答應我，你再撐半個時辰，可好？”他突然貼近她耳邊輕語，聲音輕的似是怕吵到她。                                                                                                             駱雙還來不及反應，他卻已單手扣地，周身的地下突然亮光四溢，團團把她們包圍。而她們腳下，正被一片黑暗所掩蓋，那是極至的黑，似張牙舞爪的猛獸，要把他們吞噬入腹。                                                                                                             猛的睜大眼睛，那是……                                                                                                             “虛空！”魔族之中有人驚呼，圍上來的妖魔，紛紛停住了步伐，一臉驚駭盯著這方。                                                                                                             看著那迅速蔓眨著的黑暗，那天晚上的記憶，又浮現在了眼前。一種心底最深的恐懼感延伸出來，她眨大著眼，想要掙扎，卻動不了。                                                                                                             “不……不要！”她大聲吼著，卻阻止不了虛空的吞噬，黑暗越來越重。片刻已經完全陷入那片黑暗之中。那是一片si寂的黑，完全沒有一絲的光亮，和上次一樣。什么都沒有，只有她，只有她一個人。                                                                                                             “別怕！”身側一緊，有人更加抱緊她，輕撫上她的眼睛“別怕……我在這里，我陪你！”他聲音柔得似是春風，很是熟悉。                                                                                                             她感覺自己能動了，反身一把si抱住身邊的人，恐懼壓著她不斷的顫抖著：“哥……哥……我不要在這里，不要在這里！”                                                                                                             身邊的人一僵，大手撫上她的頭頂。卻無法撫去她的恐懼，眼淚泛lan成災，sisi的抓著身上的人，語無l次的開口。                                                                                                             “珞兒怕……怕……你帶我走，帶我走！”                                                                                                             他沒有回答，只能更加用力抱緊她。                                                                                                             “珞兒不乖！背著你去偷天劍，你生氣是不是？罰珞兒了是不是？所以不來救我？哥！”                                                                                                             “瓔珞！”身前的人終于開口，聲音低沉得似是壓了什么。                                                                                                             陌生而又熟悉的聲音，聽得她一愣，拉回了些神智“聽……風？你為什么在這里，為什么沒有走？”他該拋下她的！                                                                                                             “你會沒事的？”他邊撫著她的發絲，邊輕聲勸著?！拔覀円呀浱映鰜砹?！”                                                                                                             “真的？”她尋求保證。                                                                                                             “嗯！”                                                                                                             她咬了咬了舌頭，痛意傳遞出來，這才信了，冷靜下來，手卻還是抱得緊，半點不肯松“聽風……聽風，我……我活著呢！活著……”他沒有騙她。                                                                                                             “……”                                                                                                             突然又想到另一個問題：“聽風！我們能出去的是不是？”                                                                                                             “嗯！”                                                                                                             “好，我……我信你一次！”就信一次可以吧！“聽風，我除了哥，不敢信人呢！你沒有騙過我，所以……我信你一次！”                                                                                                             “……”他不回話。                                                                                                             手心傳來淡淡的溫度，暖暖的，駱雙深x1了一口氣，心情這才一點一點的沉靜下來。她抬起頭看他，卻只看到一片黑。只好放棄，緊了緊手。她向來害怕便就話多，所以只能繼續自己的自言自語。                                                                                                             “聽風，我跟你說過……我不怕si的！是真的，可……我怕痛！很怕痛！”她咬了咬牙，身上的痛楚更加強烈了。                                                                                                             身側之人沒有回答，手輕移，用力抱緊她仍是顫抖著的身子。                                                                                                             “聽風，我怕痛，所以……我只能睡覺，哥說睡著了就不痛了！”                                                                                                             他沉y片刻“那……就睡吧！”                                                                                                             “嗯！”她噌著他x前的衣服點頭“我是困了，一直都困的……你要抓著我的手，別讓我睡太沉！天亮，就要叫醒我！”                                                                                                             “嗯！”他扣上她的手腕，把著脈門。                                                                                                             她這才安心的閉上眼，想了想，又覺得沒說清楚“聽風，萬一……要是叫不醒我，你別帶我回去，別讓人看見……帶天劍回去就好！”                                                                                                             “……”他不語。                                                                                                             她的聲音越來越沉，眼睜閉上又睜開，自顧自的呢喃著，語無l次，似是自己也不知道說了些什么。                                                                                                             “聽風！要是我真不醒，你……別當上仙了，叫上仙的……都不是好人！”                                                                                                             “……”                                                                                                             “聽風！要是你不是上仙了，以后見到叫上仙的，你便幫我罵他……好不好？”                                                                                                             她眼皮越來越重，已經撐不住了。                                                                                                             “……罵什么？”                                                                                                             “就罵……負心漢，沒良心，出耳反耳，小……人！不喜歡我……不稀罕。讓他……一輩子也找不著……心上人！”                                                                                                             “嗯！”他點頭，傾身抱得更緊“還有呢？”                                                                                                             “還有……以后見到穿白衣的掉在泥里……不要救他！多扔……幾塊泥……”而且要選那種又臟又臭的泥，她在心里加道，眼皮卻粘在一塊。                                                                                                             他好像聽出來興趣，繼續問“還有呢？”                                                                                                             “還有……”她得想想了，還有什么？“還有人……忘了！”                                                                                                             “嗯！”他接住她已經無力的身子，疼惜的攬著，聽著她半晌說出話來，接口道：“那聽我說好不好？”                                                                                                             “……”她意識全無，沉了半晌才回應“嗯！”                                                                                                             “珞兒，他叫你珞兒對不對？”                                                                                                             “……”                                                                                                             “珞兒，這虛空我來過多次，早已清楚如何出去，你不必擔心?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            “……”                                                                                                             “珞兒，我心里是有你的……千年前開始，一直都有你，只有你！”                                                                                                             “……”                                                                                                             “珞兒，此生我背負太多，必是不能一心為你！我必須凡事以蒼生為重，如若你與蒼生只能取其一，我依舊會棄你！”                                                                                                             “……”                                                                                                             “珞兒，如若有來生，我不是上仙，你不是神nv，我定不會讓你為我犧牲半點，只做一對平凡的夫妻?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            “……”                                                                                                             “珞兒……我不是聽風，我是白竹！”                                                                                                             “……”                                                                                                             身側已經徹底沒了動靜，他側身稍放開她，雖然看不清，他卻準確無誤的撫上她的臉，如他所料，全是sh意。嘆息一聲，輕輕拭去。                                                                                                             她分別早就已經察覺，卻寧愿相信他是聽風，也不肯相信是他。                                                                                                             濃眉深鎖，再不猶豫，單手結印，默念著法咒。正上方漸漸出現微弱的亮光，越來越明顯，漸漸的形成一個光亮的出口。他神se一凜，抱緊駱雙，飛身而上。                                                                                                             若有來生，我不是上仙，你不是神nv……我定只護你！                                                                                                             清醒過后                                                                                                             第四十八章                                                                                                             “滾，滾開，別理我！”                                                                                                             “岄冉，我叫岄冉！”                                                                                                             “你說什么？赤姬是你娘！”                                                                                                             “我要殺你，我要殺你，你知道不知道？你這個白癡，笨蛋，缺條筋！”                                                                                                             “你是你……她是她！”                                                                                                             “我岄冉以靈魂的名義發誓，今生今世必拼si守護瓔珞，不離不棄！寧可負盡天下人，也不負她半分！”                                                                                                             “我會保護你，絕對會保護你，與赤姬的承諾無關，我只想保護你！”                                                                                                             一個一個熟悉的畫面不斷的從腦海中閃過，為什么到了現在，她還會想起那些事，那本來已經遺忘了百年的事情，她不想記得呀！卻還是會清楚的出現在心底。                                                                                                             好痛，真的好痛，即使是睡著了，身t的痛楚，還是會清楚的傳來，沒有一刻輕閑，她已經分不清到底是哪里痛了。                                                                                                             她是不是要si了？也好，遲早都是要si的，只是早晚而已。她已經取回了天劍，了無遺憾了。若要說這世上，她還有什么放心不下的，那就只有哥了。                                                                                                             他太過在意她了，從小就把她捧在手心里疼著，半點委屈都不讓她受。寧愿自己痛苦，也不讓別人傷她半分。全都是因為她，哥才活得這么苦。                                                                                                             如果她不在了，或許他可以輕松一點了吧！沒了天劍，就沒有魔神，沒有神族的責任。更不用為了修復她的封印而煩惱。                                                                                                             再娶個不輸他相貌的妻子，長長久久的活下去，再生一堆長長久久的娃兒，其中有一個叫瓔珞。                                                                                                             多好呀！這么美好的未來，她都羨慕了呢！只是……她看不到那個時候了。                                                                                                             “瓔珞，珞兒！醒醒醒醒……”                                                                                                             是誰，誰的聲音？好熟悉，不過睡著挺好的，她不想醒呀！                                                                                                             正想著，那個聲音再次傳來，帶著滿滿的焦急“如今已經是正午了，為何不能醒？瓔珞，不是說過，讓我叫醒你嗎？瓔珞！”                                                                                                             到底是誰呢？腦海浮現一個影子，心底卻傳來一陣刺痛。想不起來！                                                                                                             “快醒過來！瓔珞！”                                                                                                             不要，醒來很累呀，她不想醒了。但那個聲音卻一遍又一遍不厭其煩的sao擾著他，怎么都無法忽視。                                                                                                             “瓔珞……瓔珞！只能如此了！”他像是下定了什么決心。                                                                                                             身上漸漸傳來一絲暖意，有什么從背心透出來，流入身t的每一處，慢慢壓下那還在全身肆nve的氣流。痛楚一點一滴的從身tch0u離，她頓時覺得全身舒暢|qishuwǎng|，剛剛像是火一般燃燒的感覺也瞬間退去了。                                                                                                             心弦頓時松了不少，眷意襲來，徹底的陷入沉睡，少了那gu痛楚，她從未像此刻一般睡得安穩。                                                                                                             ———————————————————————————————————————                                                                                                             耳際回響著蟲鳴，吱呀一聲門被推開了，有人踏步進來。                                                                                                             濃烈刺鼻的藥味，老遠就傳了過來。筆直躺在床上的人，越加的筆直了。有人沿著床坐下，床上之人雙眼緊閉。                                                                                                             一時間屋內沒了聲音，似是在等床上的人醒，又似是在打量著什么。                                                                                                             良久！                                                                                                             “還沒醒嗎？”溫和的男聲，似是春風拂過。床上仍是沒有半點動靜。                                                                                                             “按說不該如此，天亮便就會醒的，這會已經是幾個天亮了！”那語氣中夾著幾分無奈，輕嘆一聲，疑視著床上的人。                                                                                                             她一動不動，眼睛緊緊的閉著，緊到有些刻意的承度。                                                                                                             他愣了一下，頓時明白了些什么，嘴角輕揚，那和緩的聲音略略上揚“這可怎么辦才好？這藥你是不能不喝的！你又遲遲不醒，擔擱了這藥x可是不好呀！”                                                                                                             那聲音分明是猶豫，卻生生透出幾分笑意，長嘆一聲道“唉，看來只好如此了，雖然許是要冒犯你！”                                                                                                             溫和的話語消失了，傳來幾聲喝水聲，男子傾身貼近床上的人，溫熱的氣息拂在她的臉上，越來越近。                                                                                                             就要觸上的那一刻！                                                                                                             叭哧！床上的人醒了，眼睛猛的大睜，那叫醒得一個天時地利人和。撲閃撲閃賊亮賊亮，要多jing神有多jing神。                                                                                                             醒是醒了，但駱雙還是被那張近在咫尺，放大了的俊顏嚇得一愣“上……上仙！”                                                                                                             “醒了？”他燦笑如花，那張溫和的臉上，透著幾分計謀得逞的笑。                                                                                                             “是……呀！”再不醒，她就要被人光明正大的非禮了“早！”                                                                                                             “如今已是午時了