正文 第三十六章                                                                                                             早上醒來的時候有一瞬間我有點恍神，還以為自己在自己是房間里面，一直過了一會之后才反應過來。                                                                                                             習慣x一個人的生活，醒來的時候還真的有點不大習慣的。                                                                                                             渾身酸疼的讓人更加不想動了，像是整個人的骨頭被拆散過后再重組了一回一樣，原本就懶洋洋的不想起來，現在這種感覺更加強烈了。                                                                                                             床的另外一邊已經空了下來，順手m過去，這溫度已經冷了下來，這人走應該有好一會了。                                                                                                             雙腿之間的痕跡似乎也已經被清理過了，對此我沒有半點印象，也不知道他什么時候做的。                                                                                                             我坐起身，看到床頭柜上留著一串鑰匙，下面還壓著一張留言紙，還好留下的不是錢，不然還真的有一種被p的感覺。                                                                                                             我ch0u過那一張留言紙。                                                                                                             鑰匙放桌上了，要是出去別忘記帶上，廚房有吃的，吃過東西之后給我一個電話。                                                                                                             李澈的字寫的很不錯，絕對是有練過的那種，看上去和模板似的，一筆一劃有棱有角。                                                                                                             看著他這種叮囑，怎么看都覺得有點不大適應，像是太過于親近了點，我覺得有點可怕。                                                                                                             我扯著身上的被子，坐起了身，后來又想起這里不是自己的家，昨天的衣服已經換了下來，如果不出意料的話，估計還丟在那衣物籃里面。                                                                                                             我打開了李澈的衣柜，從那掛著的衣櫥里面拿了一條白襯衫，男人和nv人本質上還是差不多，nv人的衣柜里面永遠少一件衣服，男人可以同樣款式同樣顏se的衣服有很多件，就像現在李澈那打開的衣柜里面顯示的那樣，那白襯衫在我眼中看上去基本上都是一樣的。                                                                                                             我扯了李澈一件白襯衫套上，還順手簽羊，簽了他一條簇新簇新的ck內k。                                                                                                             總不能讓我什么都不穿就這樣在屋子里面晃吧，那多不合適，雖然穿男人的內k是有點怪異……                                                                                                             而且，翻了他的衣柜我才發現，這男人居然還有丁字k，果真是悶sao男人的典范。                                                                                                             床單上一片狼藉，上面還有著證明著所謂的貞潔那玩意，但是早就已經g涸掉了，顏se也變成暗褐se，看起來特別的礙眼。                                                                                                             我把被子抱到一邊，把床單扯了出來。                                                                                                             其實看著那一塊地方，我也很憂郁，很想效仿一部小言里面的nv主一樣把那一塊給剪掉，眼不見為凈。但是這屋子是李澈的，剪刀放在哪里我不是很清楚，萬一要是真的剪掉了之后他要我賠怎么辦，我最近節目都已經停掉了，也不知道是不是停職留薪。                                                                                                             我抱著被單去了衛生間，把床單往著里頭的洗衣機里面一丟，抓過一邊小架子上放著洗衣粉，g脆就是直接給洗了。                                                                                                             原本是打算先昨天換下來的衣服，但是看到那衣物籃里面空空蕩蕩的，也不知道李澈是把我的衣服給洗了還是給弄到哪里去了。                                                                                                             衛生間的洗手臺上擺著新的牙刷，外頭的包裝盒還沒有拆掉，看起來像是為我做的準備。                                                                                                             刷完牙洗完臉，我順著李澈留言上的話去廚房找吃的。                                                                                                             他煮了小米粥，就在電飯鍋里面保溫著，過了那么長的時間，小米粥稍微有點稠。                                                                                                             我從櫥柜里面拿了一個碗盛了一碗，粥里面加了糖可以直接這么吃著，但是不算特別的甜膩。                                                                                                             才剛剛把碗給洗掉，手機鈴聲就已經響了起來。                                                                                                             ch0u了兩張紙巾把手擦g，我從客廳的沙發上m到了自己的包，從里面m出了不停吵著的手機。                                                                                                             我原本還以為會是李澈打過來的電話，但是這一看來電顯示人居然是楊逸學長，不是昨天晚上才剛吃過晚飯么，怎么現在又打電話過來給我了？                                                                                                             “喂，學長？”我按下了通話鍵，招呼著。                                                                                                             “阿墨，我幫你問過了，”楊逸學長在電話那頭咋呼著，“聽說你節目停當是上頭給的壓力。你是不是得罪了什么人？”                                                                                                             上頭給的壓力？                                                                                                             我做這檔子節目也不是一天兩天了，怎么可能會突然之間說是得罪了人，就算是得罪人，要停早就停掉了，怎么可能還會在現在這個時候突然之間全部都出現了。                                                                                                             我直覺反應就是和最近發生的一些事情有關，閉上眼，腦海中不由地出現靳騏的臉，居然覺得有點被自己剛剛的想法給驚嚇到，這件事情怎么可能會和他牽扯上關系。                                                                                                             “恩，我知道了?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            我應著，也虧的楊逸學長把這事上了心，立馬就幫我問出了緣由來。                                                                                                             “聽口氣看來，你的節目停擺還得有一陣子?！睏钜輪栔?，從電話里面聽來他的聲音還為我帶了點隱憂，“阿墨，你打算怎么辦？”                                                                                                             我虛應了幾聲，然后掛了學長的電話。                                                                                                             其實我真的是不知道要怎么辦的，聽楊逸學長這語氣，看起來這等待的日子還是得延長的，這種無期徒刑最讓人覺得痛苦了，可是除了等待，并沒有一個刑滿釋放的日子。                                                                                                             反正擺在我面前的路只有兩條，一是等待，二是辭職。                                                                                                             中午的時候，我出門了一趟，去了一趟電臺，現在手頭上的工作也不是很多，前一天把今天要錄音的節目已經錄播好了，就算是現在過去也是錄播明天的節目。                                                                                                             以前在夏天的時候大家都是趕早著去電臺，然后在電臺里面c科打諢一直到晚上溫度下去了之后才回家，現在天氣一涼，基本上前一天會超額完成工作，為得第二天能夠睡個懶覺晚點去錄音室和直播間。                                                                                                             當然穿的不可能是李澈襯衫和西裝k，要是真的穿了他的衣服還真的有點不l不類的感覺，穿的是我昨天來這的時候穿的那一套，李澈不知道什么時候給洗了，就大大方方地曬在yan臺上。                                                                                                             我一直認為nv人的衣物，至少是貼身的衣物男人通常是不愿意去觸碰的，更別說去洗了，這個男人卻是顛覆了我的認知。                                                                                                             處理完一些事情回到李澈住處之前，我去自己住的地方拿了幾身換洗衣服，總不能讓我一直穿他的衣服還有內k吧，回去的時候，我順手在超市里面逛了一圈，買了點菜。                                                                                                             李澈廚房冰箱里面東西少的可憐，保鮮區里面只有**蛋，冷凍庫里面只有水餃一類的，果然很有獨居男人的范兒，估計一直以來吃的也都是外食。                                                                                                             當然買菜其實不算是重點，重點是買了一條新的床單。                                                                                                             我不知道往常的李澈都是在什么時候回來的，但是今天回來的時候挺早，手上還拿著公文包。                                                                                                             我剛從廚房把湯給端出來，桌上擺了兩菜蔥油芋艿，金針菇小炒，端在手上的湯是鯽魚豆腐湯。我不知道李澈今晚回不回來吃飯，但是他不吃，我自己還得吃。                                                                                                             “回來了？”                                                                                                             我很自然很順口地問著，就像是往常在家的時候面對回來的爸媽一樣。                                                                                                             李澈微微愣了愣，隨即地點了點頭。                                                                                                             “恩?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            他站在玄關處換鞋，然后又開口問著。                                                                                                             “你沒瞧見我給你留的紙條，怎么不給我打個電話？”                                                                                                             “忘記了?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            我回他，倒不是真的忘記，只是不知道要說什么，難道要像是一個情人一樣打電話去用帶著抱怨的口吻說“你昨晚好粗暴，我好難受”這種話？                                                                                                             打si我也說不出口。                                                                                                             “你吃了沒？”我轉過話題，看著隨意把手上的公文包丟在沙發上，順手扯松了自己領帶的李澈。                                                                                                             李澈搖了搖頭，表示自己還沒吃。                                                                                                             “菜少了點，兩個人應該夠吃了，要是不夠，再炒個小青菜？”我問李澈。                                                                                                             “不用那么麻煩，夠了?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            李澈擺手，然后自動自發地去廚房洗手兼盛飯。                                                                                                             “我也要一碗?！蔽以诤箢^補充，坐在那兒等著人給我服務。                                                                                                             李澈這大老爺們似乎吃的挺歡快的，我見他最后把那一碗湯喝下肚子，看著桌上那光潔溜溜的兩個盤子和一個湯碗，我突然覺得，我最后的時候還真的是應該去炒一個青菜的。                                                                                                             “手藝好像沒生疏……”李澈咕噥了一句。                                                                                                             “那是自然，一技傍身么！”我得意，然后收拾了桌子把碗筷盆子端進廚房。                                                                                                             “李澈，你把桌子擦一下?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            我叮嚀。                                                                                                             “恩?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            李澈應了一聲。                                                                                                             我也不去管李澈是不是真的有在擦桌子還是隨口應我就算的，徑自洗著碗，然后被那橫里斜出的手臂嚇了一跳。                                                                                                             溫熱的身t緊貼著我，在廚房里面做著這種動作，有種熟悉的感覺。                                                                                                             “很久以前，我就在想，這樣抱著人會是怎么的一種感受……”李澈的下巴擱在我的肩膀上，他的手環抱住我的腰，“有點rr的，很溫暖……”“我怎么感覺像是r包子吧？”我聽著他那形容，忍不住開口吐槽，聽他那形容，我怎么聽怎么覺得像是剛剛出爐的熱包子。                                                                                                             李澈悶笑出聲，他的手慢慢地在我腰側游移著，然后慢慢地往上發展而去，最后握住了那柔軟。                                                                                                             “凌墨，我們登記結婚吧，然后生個孩子……”李澈開口，聲音低啞，帶點誘惑的味道，“你看我們現在不是好好的么……”                                                                                                             我皺了皺眉。                                                                                                             “不……”我聽見我說。                                                                                                             作者有話要說：別嫌棄r素啊，要知道我原本就打算用兩句我覺得很萌的話來概括的，我一直覺得那兩句話概括能力忒強了，給你們看看，那兩句話是神馬樣的話。                                                                                                             李澈：好小好熱好緊……                                                                                                             凌墨：好大好撐好疼……                                                                                                             對不起，姐yd了……                                                                                                             正文 第三十七章                                                                                                             “凌墨！”                                                                                                             李澈聲音有些不敢置信。                                                                                                             其實，我也有點不敢相信，我以一個剩nv之資拒絕了一個優質的渾身冒著油光的績優gu，被誰知道，估計都得直接一掌拍上來，看看我是不是糊涂到了極點。                                                                                                             “你想怎么著？”                                                                                                             他咬著我的耳垂，一手或輕或重地r0u著柔軟，一手則是慢慢下滑，穿過裙子，在大腿上輕撫之著，而后又在那邊緣地帶磨蹭著。                                                                                                             這男人……                                                                                                             “還覺得哪里不爽的，最好一次x說出來給我聽聽……”                                                                                                             李澈的吻細細地落在我的脖子上，su麻的讓人覺得雙腿都有點發軟，小腹有點sao亂，讓人聯想起幾個小時前的熱夜，有點sao動的感覺。                                                                                                             好吧，這是正常的反應，就像是男人看毛片的時候還不是照常有反應一樣，我覺得沒啥可恥的。                                                                                                             可恥的事情，這個男人說的話讓我覺得有點一語雙關的味道，很意有所指。                                                                                                             “李澈，你發情呢？！”                                                                                                             我手上捏著盤子，突然很想直接頭也不回地照他腦門上砸過去，該不會食骨知髓了吧，能不能給我一個緩沖點，要是天天這樣，拼的不是命，而是腎啊，而且就算不是他的腎，也是我的腎。                                                                                                             “為什么不想嫁給我？”                                                                                                             李澈沒有理會我的抱怨，手上小動作不斷，當然的連b問也不斷，雖然他的語氣尚屬平和，但是我就是知道這個小心眼的男人一定是生氣了，他就是這么一個記恨的人。                                                                                                             “你都27了，要生孩子最好在三十歲之前生，高齡產婦b較有危險，你要真不想生不生也行咱們就不要小孩……”                                                                                                             李澈的吻一路往下，然后有些惡毒地在肩頭的位子上咬了一口。                                                                                                             我手一抖，手上的盤子差一點直接摔下去，堪堪地接住了之后，我也惱了，把碗筷盤子從水池里面端了上來，原本還打算擦g了之后再放入櫥柜的，但是現在看來，在和這個男人說清楚之間別想要做其他的事情。                                                                                                             “李澈！”                                                                                                             我低吼，轉身面對著站在我身后的李澈，順帶思索著要怎么和他說清楚，李澈也沒有其他的動作，只是挑著眉頭看著我，似乎也在等著我開口。                                                                                                             “你知道的，我們都已經是成年人了，”我想了想之后，決定現實地開口，“像是這種事情吧，都是你情我愿的，也不一定說做了之后就得負責是不是，就算是負責吧，也不一定得結婚是不是？”“……”                                                                                                             我不敢再說下去了，因為我多說一句，李澈的臉se越黑上一分，到后來的時候基本上都帶了點現磨墨汁味。                                                                                                             “你情我愿，恩？”                                                                                                             李澈靠近了幾分，雙手撐在我身側，把我控制在那一方小小的地兒，動彈不得，掙脫不得。                                                                                                             “做了之后也不需要負責，恩？”                                                                                                             李澈那一張俊顏湊近了幾分，我不得不往后仰著，從他那蹦得緊緊的臉se還有那像是著了火的眼睛都讓我覺得害怕。                                                                                                             “凌墨你可真是夠深明大義的！”李澈冷哼。                                                                                                             深明大義這個詞似乎不應該是在現在這種情況下的吧？我很想糾正李澈的用詞不當，但是他現在的步步緊b讓我g本就沒有這個膽量說出這句話。                                                                                                             “我是不是應該感恩戴德，恩？”李澈臭著一張臉問我。                                                                                                             其實你要真感激我，我也不反對，真的。                                                                                                             李澈的吻帶著怒氣鋪天蓋地而來，吻的讓人有點透不過氣。