正文 第二十六章                                                                                                             他回來了。                                                                                                             雖然李澈沒有給我這個肯定的回答，但我知道，他的遲疑，就是最好的回答。                                                                                                             “我好像遇見過他了?！蔽覍畛赫f，語氣平靜的超乎想象，我都不知道原來我在提起他的時候也能說的這么的平靜，“但是我也不確定?！比绻裉炖畛翰皇沁@種反應的話，我想我不會想太多，一直會以為那晚見到的側面頂多是b較相像而已。                                                                                                             現在想想，或許見到的不是相像的人，而是本人罷了。                                                                                                             唔，該不會李澈是為了這件事情特意請我吃這頓飯的吧？                                                                                                             “李澈，如果你再溫柔一點的話，應該會有很多nv人喜歡你的?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            我像哥們一樣用力地拍了拍他的肩膀，語重心長，戒掉毒舌，戒掉冰冷，丫也可以算是一個有萌點的好男人。                                                                                                             李澈扒拉下我拍在他肩膀上的爪子，沒有狠狠拍開，而是握在了手中，緊緊的，像是防止我ch0u開一樣。                                                                                                             “就算我不溫柔，也照樣有人喜歡?！崩畛郝曇粢琅f清冷，音調有點微微上揚，“走了，送你回去，去電臺還是回家？”                                                                                                             我瞥頭看著李澈，他的手掌心倒不像是他這個人一樣冰冷生y，他的手掌心很溫暖，也很柔軟。                                                                                                             “回電臺吧！”我說。                                                                                                             李澈把車子停在電臺門口，我伸手解開身上的安全帶，伸手去開車門。                                                                                                             “凌墨……”李澈喊我。                                                                                                             我轉頭去看他，他的手還放在方向盤上，他看著我，那一雙眸子黝黑黝黑的。                                                                                                             “你該不會像是那一年一樣吧，再有一次，我可不去麥當勞給你買冰欺凌?！崩畛郝朴频卣f著。                                                                                                             我嘴角ch0u搐，這都多少年前的事情了，他怎么還記著？這記著也就算了，居然還拿出來說事。                                                                                                             “行，再有這種機會，我也絕不讓你遇上！”我重重地哼了一聲，這不堪的往事，這小子怎么還提它呢。                                                                                                             李澈的嘴角g了g，露出了一個淺笑。                                                                                                             冰山男的笑容一向是很難得的，有如那一現曇花一樣美好，稀少所以才覺得震撼。                                                                                                             唇上傳來溫熱的觸覺，眼前無限放大的是國產燈泡那一張俊臉，感覺有點像是在夢里，云里霧里，分不清楚。                                                                                                             “你以為，我為什么會陪在你身邊那么多年？”李澈略涼的聲音在我耳邊響起，刺的我渾身疙瘩全部起來了。                                                                                                             “恩？”他輕哼了一聲，帶著詢問，“還不懂么？”                                                                                                             我如夢初醒一般，快速地開了車門，像是逃難一樣快步往著電臺里面走，走的腳步微微快了些，還不小心左腳絆了右腳，直接摔個元寶。                                                                                                             直到跑進電臺，去了電臺休息室，這個時間點電臺休息室多半沒有什么人，我都還覺得自己的心跳宛如戰鼓一樣，咚咚咚擂的快速，我撫上自己的唇，那上面似乎還殘留著李澈的溫度還有味道                                                                                                             不用m臉，我都知道現在自己臉上的溫度一定是高的可怕的，而李澈最后那一句問話依舊在耳邊縈繞。                                                                                                             嚶嚶嚶嚶，這家伙真可怕……                                                                                                             我窩在休息室里面，不想動彈，覺得自己腦子里面一團亂。                                                                                                             想了想之后，我從口袋里面m出手機給林淼淼打電話，小p孩們現在這個點基本上都是處于吃飽睡覺的狀態，所以身為老師的她自然可以忙里偷閑。                                                                                                             果然，這電話響了兩聲之后，是林淼淼就接了起來。                                                                                                             “怎么了，這么早就開始想我了？”林淼淼問著，那輕笑的聲調有種《龍門客?！防习迥锏娘L塵味。                                                                                                             “恩，想你?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            我沒好氣地應了一聲，她這r麻話也就只能對我使使了，要是電話那邊是一個男人，打si她也不會出這種聲。                                                                                                             “聽你這聲音，似乎是有點困擾，怎么，年紀到了，yu求不滿了？”                                                                                                             聽著林淼淼的聲音，我越發覺得朋友就是用來相互迫害的，這種話也真虧她說得出口啊，yu求不滿，我一直很滿也沒求啊，但是問題在于不滿的人不是我??！                                                                                                             “那個誰今天有點反常?！蔽抑嶂?，還是把李澈的名字打上了馬賽克，河蟹啊河蟹。                                                                                                             “那個誰？”林淼淼反問，隨即地又恍然大悟了，“你是說李澈？”                                                                                                             果然混的熟的人就是有默契，我應了一聲。                                                                                                             “他怎么反常了？霸王y上弓了？”林淼淼的聲音輕快，那八卦之魂就算隔著電話，我都能很明顯地感受到。                                                                                                             “……”                                                                                                             我覺得林淼淼似乎很期待聽到我說“yes”。                                                                                                             “不是?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            我咬牙，要是霸王y上弓我還能在這和她打電話，想也知道不可能了，就算能打電話也不會這么正常地說著這件事情。                                                                                                             “這樣哦！”林淼淼應著，聲音里面很明顯的意興闌珊，“那他怎么反常了？”                                                                                                             這也太差別對待了吧？                                                                                                             “他啊……”                                                                                                             我想了想，還是決定和林淼淼老實招了，正所謂當局者迷旁觀者清，雖然林淼淼有時候的確不算是忒厚道，但是怎么說也是多年好友，一起這么損過來了，她見不得我過得不好。                                                                                                             林淼淼認認真真地聽著我說完，等我說完了之后，她才開了口，語氣嚴肅無b。                                                                                                             “親ai的，恭喜你釣了一個金g！”                                                                                                             o(╯□╰)o                                                                                                             我有一種淚流滿面的感覺。                                                                                                             “李澈能憋到現在才動手，我覺得也不容易啊，你看他身邊都沒有半個nv人，也算是專一的典范了吧，要是這么一個金g擱在我手上，肯定捏住不放了??！”林淼淼對著我說，“雖然看上去是冷了點，那種x子估計就是傳聞之中的外冷內型號的人物，傳聞這種男人一旦認真起來，你就不用擔心外遇問題了?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            “就他那種人，原本身邊就不敢有nv人吧，能被他三天五頭嘲諷一次的，不是心理素質特別強的就是j神有問題的?！蔽倚÷曕止?。                                                                                                             “嘿，阿墨，你可別不知情識趣啊，這么好一男人擱你身邊，還一擱就好幾年，你就算不心動吧，你還不感動？”林淼淼聲音拔高了點。                                                                                                             可是，這么多年來，他也沒有多說什么，沒說清楚我哪知道他是怎么想的。                                                                                                             我很想對林淼淼這么說，但是從現在林淼淼拔高的聲音來看，這家伙似乎挺為李澈抱不平的，要是我這么說了，她肯定會把我罵的和豬頭一樣。                                                                                                             “要是一個男人肯在我身邊這么多年，有時候還隨傳隨到，姐我說什么也不放過，直接嫁了算了，反正婚姻就一將錯就錯的過程?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            聽著林淼淼的話，我很肯定她一定是看非2了。                                                                                                             “姐，你了解我的，我今天真的被嚇到了?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            當然的，我也看了《讓子彈飛》了。                                                                                                             林淼淼嘆了一口氣，“不就是親了你一口么，感情你沒被親過呀？！話說回來，李澈的吻技如何？”                                                                                                             我又遠目了，就那蜻蜓點水的一下，能有什么吻技可言。                                                                                                             我和李澈的關系，總覺得變得微妙了起來，當然的，我也不可能當做沒事人一樣，或許我們都知道，我們再也回不到以前的樣子了。                                                                                                             也許，我和他都不清楚我們以前的樣子是怎么樣的，更也許，我們都知道，只是彼此都沒有認真地去探詢過一樣。                                                                                                             這么多年來，我習慣x地忽視掉身邊的異x對我的觀點，而李澈，總是在我覺得有點有些不妥的時候，他會冷冷地一句“你會不會想太多”這樣的臺詞把我的想法給打壓下去。                                                                                                             打壓的次數多了，也就覺得沒什么了，再加上我和李澈并不常見，所以也就把這種想法給放下了。                                                                                                             這突然之間的變故，讓人有點不安。                                                                                                             晚上做完節目走出電臺的時候，我看見李澈的車停在門口，車燈一閃一閃的，像是在示意我過去。                                                                                                             我不知道他在這邊等了多久，腦海里面劃過的是過往他經過電臺的時候，每次點都掐的那么準，都在我下班之后，這是得多巧合啊。                                                                                                             以前不去想的事情，現在似乎都在想了。                                                                                                             我踟躕了一下，然后往著李澈的車而去，拉開了車門，然后坐上了副駕駛座。                                                                                                             等我系好安全帶的時候，李澈才開動了車子。                                                                                                             “還知道要坐車？”李澈低聲問了一句。                                                                                                             “有便宜不占是傻瓜吧！”我回他，很多事情發生了總是要面對的，總不能逃避一輩子，“你車都在這，我g嘛還要委屈自己坐公交車回去?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            李澈挑了挑眉，對我的想法表示不予茍同，但是也沒有反駁。                                                                                                             他的車速開的挺穩。                                                                                                             “懂了？”                                                                                                             他問的有點沒頭沒尾的，但是我知道他問的是什么，那是中午送我到電臺的時候，他問的問題的后續。                                                                                                             “我以為我們是朋友來著?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            其實也不大懂，就像是這么多年就這么過來了，我一直把我們的關系定格在朋友上的，就像是我和楊逸學長之間的關系那樣，但是突然之間，他告訴我不是這樣，能懂什么呀。                                                                                                             “你覺得男nv之間能有純粹的友誼？”李澈反問，語氣一派“你很天真”。                                                                                                             “恩?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            我點頭，覺得男人看事情怎么就bnv人還不利索。                                                                                                             “你不覺得朋友之間的原本就是建立在相互x1引的基礎上，只是在深入無望的前提上才演變成為朋友的，在某些方面還是存在著覬覦一類的，等待有空蕩的時候隨時替補上岸?！崩畛旱胤瘩g我。                                                                                                             “啊，那你也是在覬覦著我？”                                                                                                             我指著李澈問著，他的話里面有漏洞啊，有漏洞。                                                                                                             “你的腦容量就只會在想這種事情的么？”李澈輕哼了一聲，語氣不屑。                                                                                                             這男人說話可真不中聽！                                                                                                             我無語地翻了一個白眼，就不能再好聽一點么就不能再說點好聽的么，要是溫柔一點，多哄人一點，也許我頭腦一熱腦子發暈就任憑處置了，和這么一個冰山的人在一起，想要頭腦發熱都不給這種機會。                                                                                                             “你也知道，好聽的話都是用來哄人的，所以你想要我說你有多漂亮有多聰明這種詞，還是算了吧?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            李澈似乎知道我在想什么，說出來的話都殘酷至極。                                                                                                             “但是nv人不就ai那一套么!”                                                                                                             我反駁，哪有人不希望聽一點好聽的，就算是年紀一把的人都是這樣想的吧？                                                                                                             “聽完之后又不能實現的話，還是不聽的好！”                                                                                                             李澈的表情再正經不過。                                                                                                             “跟你這種人過一輩子真累！”我搖頭，情趣都是浮云。                                                                                                             “等你想和我過一輩子的時候再想這個問題吧，”李澈轉過了頭，“怎么，愿意r償了？”                                                                                                             這臺詞聽著真像是“一手交錢，一手交貨”。                                                                                                             “你以前也沒說，怎么現在突然就t0ng破那一層紙了？”我扣著自己的指甲，有些疑惑地問著，“你該不會是因為靳騏回來了，所以也就急了？”                                                                                                             李澈把車停在了我住的公寓樓下。                                                                                                             他沒有開燈，車子內部昏暗無b，在這凌晨時分，整個小區靜悄悄的。                                                                                                             “你還愿意再等下去？”                                                                                                             在寂靜的氛圍下，李澈說的話就像是擂在我x口的一拳一樣，沉重而又疼痛，讓我一下子喘不上氣來。                                                                                                             作者有話要說：嘛，下章靳騏會出場                                                                                                             正文 第二十七章                                                                                                             “你還愿意再等下去？”                                                                                                             在寂靜的氛圍下，李澈說的話就像是擂在我x口的一拳一樣，沉重而又疼痛，讓我一下子喘不上氣來。                                                                                                             “