我從來沒有想過會在這么浪漫的氛圍下跟人接吻，和上一次滿手魚腥味相b，完全就是不能b。                                                                                                             以前上網看風景照的時候，看到日本三四月間那漫天飛舞的櫻花的時候，我想，如果如果哪一天能夠和人在這種環境下親密接觸應該是一件很浪漫的事情，后來在看到某一部港臺電視，看到里面男nv主角在一片梧桐落花下接吻也覺得很美。                                                                                                             每個nv人心中都有著一個幻想在，不僅僅是對接吻，更包括ai情。                                                                                                             這種場面，萌的人心肝脾肺腎都在疼。                                                                                                             “嘖嘖，阿墨你真不上鏡，這表情扭曲的，感覺像是見到鬼似的?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            靳騏看著自己剛剛拍的照片，在那邊嘀咕了一聲。                                                                                                             “不過沒關系，我看上去還是很帥?！苯U笑了一聲。                                                                                                             真厚臉皮，居然還自夸自己很帥的！我從鼻孔之中哼了一聲表示對他的厚顏嗤之以鼻，但是隨即地被他捏住了鼻子。                                                                                                             靳騏的手沒戴手套，被風吹的冰涼冰涼的，當然我的臉也是，已經麻木的沒有一點的感覺了，被靳騏這么捏著鼻子的時候，我都感覺不到疼了，反倒由生自己的鼻子會不會被凍脆了，嘎嘣一下被揪了下來的想法。                                                                                                             好吧，我的幻想能力又升級進化了。                                                                                                             “別哼了，再哼就成爾康了！”靳騏用力捏著我的鼻子，一點憐香惜玉都沒有“變成爾康，我就不要你了?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            “在你不要我之前，我先不要你?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            我伸手扯下他捏著我鼻子的手，一邊惡狠狠地說著一邊作勢要咬他，慌的他急忙收回了自己的手，開始討饒。                                                                                                             “阿墨……”                                                                                                             靳騏叫著，聲調拉的長長的，我一直覺得自己的名字不算是有特se，可是從靳騏的嘴里面念出來的時候，分外好聽，尤其是在他那拉的長長的調子，有點九曲十八彎的味道，像是小時候坐在碼頭上，輪船那悠遠的汽笛聲一樣。                                                                                                             “恩？”                                                                                                             我抬頭看他，他的臉上帶著笑，又伸手捏了我臉一把之后像是玩小狗一樣又m又拍的。                                                                                                             “沒事，怕你只是嘴上說的好聽罷了?！苯U說著，話語輕快，“想要看看剛剛的照片么？”他揚著手上的相機問著我。                                                                                                             我點頭，剛剛那這男人的動作太過于突然，完全沒有給我半點心理準備的機會，所以我覺得當時的畫面一定很慘不忍睹，我要消滅罪證，不能留下那么丟臉的畫面，就算是拍大頭貼也得準備好造型之后才下手的。                                                                                                             他瞅著我，那一雙看上去總是帶了電的眼彎了起來。                                                                                                             “不給！”他搖了搖頭，吐出了兩個字。                                                                                                             神氣！                                                                                                             我瞪了他一眼，不給看拉到，反正吊臉也不是我一個人的事情。                                                                                                             在蘇堤附近走了走，風雪漸大，我和靳騏準備回去。                                                                                                             來的時候可能覺得沒什么，但是等到回去的時候才發現自己剛剛走了長長的一段路，甚至來時候那踩過的腳印又重新覆蓋上了新的一層雪花。                                                                                                             “來吧，背你?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            靳騏看了我一眼，把相機放回到了身上的包里面，然后把包遞過來讓我背上。                                                                                                             “真的？”                                                                                                             我有些意外，暗想著今天的靳騏怎么和平常的時候那么不同，不但又聽話又t貼的，難道說他清楚了一個身為男朋友該盡的義務和身上的職責？這可和平時的他差別太大了，讓我都覺得有點不敢相信了。                                                                                                             “你是不是背地里面做了什么對不起我的事情？”                                                                                                             我無b認真地問，話題一問出口之后我突然覺得這個可能x高的可怕，這電視小說里面不是經常這么演繹的么，只要男人一做錯事情，總會下意思地開始對人好，那是一種償還心理。                                                                                                             靳騏冷哼了兩聲。                                                                                                             “阿墨，就你那智商，就算我要做點對不起你的事情也不需要背地里g?！彼f，語氣無b地蔑視我，“怎么著，對你好還不樂意，以小人之心度君子之腹了吧？”                                                                                                             老實想想，靳騏說這種話還真不是沒有理由的，我眼神不好，觀察力不夠透徹，不然的話，在初中不會沒有看出伊杰和?；ㄔ缇陀辛艘煌?，我一直以為我早熟，其實別人尤甚于我。                                                                                                             所以靳騏這個小心眼又腹黑的男人要是真的想對不起我，光我這點腦容量，還真算計不過他。                                                                                                             但是，這家伙的話說的也真夠直白的，怎么說我還算是他nv朋友呢，怎么說話的呢怎么說話的呢！                                                                                                             “還要不要背？”靳騏看我，語調柔緩了許多。                                                                                                             我點頭，不要白不要。                                                                                                             靳騏把傘塞給我，背對著我蹲下身，我慢慢地伏趴上他的背，明明他看上去挺清瘦的一個人，可等我趴在他的背上的時候，卻覺得很寬厚，很有安全感。                                                                                                             靳騏的腳步不快，卻很穩健，恍惚中有種想像小時候被爸爸背著感覺，對方呼哧呼哧的呼氣聲，清晰可見。                                                                                                             我用力地環著靳騏的脖頸。                                                                                                             “靳騏，你感覺很像我爸喲！”我湊在靳騏耳邊低聲說著。                                                                                                             靳騏那一張好看的臉表情微微有點扭曲。                                                                                                             “阿墨你是想說我未老先衰了么？”他問，因為背著我的緣故，聲音之中帶了點小喘氣。                                                                                                             “靳騏，我很喜歡你呢！”我低笑，看不出來他一個男生居然還怕被人說老，真是的，這家伙一點都不懂我的意思。                                                                                                             “阿墨，你這是想告訴我，你有戀父情結么？”靳騏站直了身子，喘了一會氣之后背著我接著往前走。                                                                                                             笨蛋！                                                                                                             我在心底哼了一聲，這家伙一定不知道，很多nv生都是有戀父情結的。父親在nv生的心底都是一座大山的存在，不僅僅是一個父親的角se，更代表一種安全。有多少個nv孩子曾經用糯糯的聲音說著“我長大之后要嫁給爸爸”這種話。                                                                                                             我的父親在我的眼中就是這樣，他沒有多少錢，也沒有多少權，但是他給了我全部的ai，曾經何時，我也是那想要嫁給爸爸的nv孩子之中的一員，等到長大了之后才轉變了觀念，但是要找一個像爸爸一樣好的男人這種想法，從來不變。                                                                                                             “我真的真的很喜歡你喲?！蔽腋皆诮U的耳邊，再度重復了一聲。                                                                                                             “知道啦，”靳騏的聲音里面得意洋洋，“其實你更ai我的美se吧？”                                                                                                             “是啊是啊，你的美se多秀se可餐??！”                                                                                                             我隨口應著。                                                                                                             但是b起美se來，我還是更喜歡他的個x多一點，雖然他有時候是很小心眼，但是不腹黑的時候還是挺正常的。                                                                                                             我喜歡你，和你的美se無關。                                                                                                             我很想對靳騏說這么一句，但是話到嘴邊，覺得這句話似乎過于瓊瑤式的煽情，萬一他扛不住如此真情流露的話，摔的可是兩個人。                                                                                                             但是還沒等我想好用什么樣的方式來表達自己內心x涌而又澎湃的情感的時候，靳騏倒是先開了口。                                                                                                             “阿墨，你最近是不是又胖了？”                                                                                                             =0=                                                                                                             我愣了愣，隨即又抗議了。                                                                                                             “哪有，我沒胖！”對于nv生來說，“胖”這個字眼，是一件很嚴肅的事情。                                                                                                             “少來！”靳騏重重地哼了一聲，聲音肯定無b，“你絕對有重?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            “唔……唔……”我踟躕了一會，老實交代，“重了兩斤……”                                                                                                             大概交往了一個帥的掉渣，讓無數nv生羨慕又怨恨的小男朋友的緣故，最近胃口很好，前兩天往t重計上一站，還真的胖了兩斤，還沒文雅和依依笑稱是要屯著脂肪過冬，沒有想到，靳騏居然這么敏感，連這一點變化都清楚！                                                                                                             “難怪沉的和泰山壓頂似的?！苯U咬牙，背著我往前走，額頭上都有著一層薄汗溢出。                                                                                                             看著他滿頭大汗的樣子，我突然有種羞愧感。                                                                                                             “要不，我自己走算了？”我說著，想要從他的背上下來，但是卻被他制止了。                                                                                                             “都走了這么一長段路了，也不差再走一會了?！苯U犟著。                                                                                                             我不吱聲，因為我怕我一吱聲，會讓靳騏血濺三尺，因為我在想，要能一直這么走下去，絕對是一件很萌的事情??！                                                                                                             我愿意啊……                                                                                                             從西湖邊回來的時候，我和靳騏兩個人都被風吹的整個人冷冷的，突然覺得在冬天的時候其實穿著羽絨服也不大給力，在風雪的夾攻下，衣服上沾染了不少的雪花，雪花一化開，cha0sh一片。                                                                                                             尤其公交車上開暖氣，下了公交車是零下兩度的免費冷氣，冰火兩重天的感覺不是一般的xia0hun。                                                                                                             靳騏送我到nv生寢室門口，我把背包還給他。                                                                                                             “我過兩天去把照片印出來給你，學期末了，要好好復習好好考試?！苯U理了理我被風吹的凌亂不堪的頭發，用老爸式的口吻叮嚀著。                                                                                                             我點了點頭，明明這種話應該是我對他說才對的，反倒是撬了一個早上課的人來對我說這種話，有點本末倒置的感覺。                                                                                                             “阿墨，你開心么？”靳騏看著我問著。                                                                                                             “恩?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            我重重地點頭，他都肯在大雪天陪我去西湖邊瘋一場了，還有什么不開心的。                                                                                                             “那就好?！苯U拍了拍我的臉，漾開笑，“那趕緊回宿舍吧，換一身衣服，都cha0了?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            “你也是，我回宿舍了，你回去自己注意一點?！蔽覍χU揮了揮手，然后準備進門上樓。                                                                                                             才剛剛踏上了樓梯，我忍不住又回了頭，靳騏還是站在門口，朝著我看著。見我回頭，他對著我擺了擺手，示意我上樓，然后轉過身，撐開了手上的雨傘走入了雪中。                                                                                                             我站在樓梯口看著靳騏離開，他撐著一把傘，顏se不是鮮yan的那種，有點灰暗，但是卻覺得他的背影非常的好看。                                                                                                             那不是我們最后一次見面，但在后來很長一段時間回想起靳騏的時候，我卻是經常想到他這在雪中獨行的背影。                                                                                                             哪個時候不知道是哪個寢室的姑娘在看老電視劇懷舊，音響開的大了點，那歌曲的聲音一直在我耳邊重復著。                                                                                                             “雪中行雪中行，雪中我獨行，揮拒多少英雄豪情，惟有與你同行，與你同行，才能把夢追尋”                                                                                                             那渾厚清透的80年代老歌，沒有想到卻預兆了我今后的生活。